change...

so pretty much as the summer wears down things start to change. i don't do change very well and obviously i have to deal with it. it's scary to think that all the little things, words and moments that happen now with the people i have will be completely different in a few short weeks. high school. my sister leaving to college. my brother receiving his release date. emma turning one. life is coming so fast and it's freaking me out. i like things how they are now. change, scares me.